Tuesday, January 20, 2009

What the hell!

A hook from one of my songs; What the hell, what the hell, what the hell went wrong? I just came here to sing my song, and everything turned out wrong.
Do you ever feel like that? I don't really think that everything has turned out wrong. But, I surely say to myself. "What the hell?"

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Today I was told that my present state of life is preparing a way for something in the future. I would be ready because of my trials. Well what if I'm not willing to pay the price? Ya know? I'm not all that sure about anything any more. I do know that I want to cry most of the time. I live in fear most every day. I know that I will be made stronger. I know that I will be a better person for the struggles. I'm just not sure that I want to try any longer. Ya know! I'm tired.